College is starting again. And I have mixed feelings, of dealing with a lot of tension and at the same time, meeting my friends. I miss all of you, you guys know who you are. Anyway, what do I have in mind?
Hmmm, I want to take any of those friends to Par 43, for an hour or two of mindless, imbecilic miniature golf, and we want to psyche each other out, have fun, laugh at jokes, just being crazy. I know I have a lot of things I have and want to do. But I'm too lazy to do them. I want to finish my story, I'm already in chapter 4, but I'm too lazy. I want to call the girl I like, but I'm too lazy for that too. I also want to practice my guitar, but again, CHORUS, IM TOO LAZY FOR THAT TOO. And I feel so good, forcing myself not to think about everything. And I think I should start waking up early. I feel life already, life out of my cold, dumb, shell. I'm not alone anyway. For now, I'll probably do some ROCK ROOTS. Pearl Jam will do, they always do. PEARL JAM IS THE BEST. If not them, well, there's WHAT MADE THEM PEARL JAM. Like The Who. Like Springsteen. Like Neil Young ( I can already play Everybody Knows This Is Nowhere. SHALALALA!!!!!!!!!) I feel like an outsider, out of a world of emo-punk, nu metal, rnb, mushy lovers, macho dudes with their flashy Honda Civics and the girls that passed me by ( Okay, Im stereotyping again, hahahahahaha), rock bigshots, rock posers. It's all about relationships. Dayyyym. A song about relationships is not that bad. But please, for the love of God, be more creative. Only Pete Yorn is one of the new bloods who can break your heart with his tunes. But the rest, leave it to the TITANS. For back then, NOBODY WAS STEREOTYPED and rock was sensitive, for lonely sensitive kids, who have a certain dream. That's why I love Pearl Jam. They made me dream. But hey, I dont wan to justify myself today. So I'll say goodnight now. Unless I feel bummed up that I decide to post my goofy writings. OKAY, I WILL . PEACE